but something is lingering in me underneath my happiness.
it isn't bad, but its there.
I'm not feeling the christmas spirit so much this year... Which is really sad because I love the holidays. I miss it. No one seems to care anymore. I'm tired of fighting everything. I wasn't purposefully trying to get you mad,you know.
So, my feeling for Dan are coming back,
or they didnt fade away at all.(?)
Do you love me? Prove it.
.And you know boy, i miss you. i really miss you.