somewhere in monaco.

it may my preview post be some seconds away, but i'm extremly bored.

i dont even know why im blogging.

guess its partly beacause im taking bro's advice, although he told me to blog to stave off boredom.
but right now i need to write to let out frustration and overexcitement.

banging the keyboard helps.

yes, i am a nice church girl selfish spoiled brat

 but, i'm sick of not being happy.

 i'm sick of being miserable and torturing myself.

i'm over self saccrifice bullshit.

 i don't care, i want to be happy,

 and if that means being a selfish rotton bitch then i will have to be one.

and you know " when i'm good, i'm good but when i'm bad, i'm better"

i'm your Alpha, you are my Beta. that's life.

 you chose your way, whore. ha-ha.