can you spell summer?

Oh,oh,oh summer OHELEVEN.

I'm so excited that in like one week i'll be in USA.

My one and only problem is that i haven't fixed my suitcases yet.

while i'm too busy thinking about it.

I'm known to be an over-thinker and an under-doer, and that is definitely a bad point of my.

So convenient,that.

Didn't someone say that no decision was worse than a bad decision?

Oh forgot to mention that i'm single, the blondie is back in market guys.

This time last year things were so so different, but i dont know yet if they were better.

I feel that i deserve this, i forced him to do what i wanted.

I never considered that it might be him that it was leaving.

I dont feel at all broken, i'm going to California in 2 weeks, what can be wrong?

I'm waiting for that, for the summer midnight parties, the unending gossip with my girlfriends, 
the microwave tans, the neon-coloured sorbet ice creams and so more. 

What are your summer plans? Let me know. x

no expectations , no disappointments.

 In life .. No matter who you are, where you are and what you do... 

there are always bad things and good things that happen and change your life. 

When either each of the two occur, what you should do is, in order to protect your self, 

to see the good side and the bad side of the situations.

                             One important fact is that these both bad and good sides always exist, 

in either situation, but one side will always be stronger.

Think about it.

We usually say "everything happens for a reason" for bad things ...

but don't forget the good things, cause they can be tricky and turn into bad later.

So, don''t expect things, because tomorrow never knows.

“The best things in life are unexpected - because there were no expectations.”

re-locating wonderland.

" Never say goodbye, because saying goodbye 

means going away and going away, means forgetting. "

I'm sure that my brother googles that witty quotes.
It's funny how a quote can blossom into a serious conversation. 

We have been discussing about our future, and which is the most difficult part,

we both agreed on letting something go, or not letting something go.

You may choose to follow a different path in your life, so what?

Your past is everything you have, your dirty little secrets.
We cannot change it. We cannot change the fact that we met some certain people
that acted in a certain way and we had certain feelings!
We remain heart-broken, or happy, or unhappy or whatever the hell we feel or felt.
My point is that we should accept that whatever happened to our past,
it had all worked together to bring us to this very moment.
So, the only thing we can do is play with what we have, and this is our attitude.
and that is inevitable. 

School's out.

Wow, its the first time i feel so at a loss with the end of the school year.

I don't know whether i'll stay here in Monaco, or move into a swiss boarding school,but overall i'm happy.

On Thursday i fly back to my 'home', Greece. 

So weird that i'll be there, with people i used to spend all my prosaism with them.

I have a boyfriend, that i want to believe that he cares about me and wonderful friends.

The only thing that stresses me out is my brother relocating in Baltimore, USA.

(i'm a proud sister of a brother that's a student in Johns Hopkins for Medicine )

I'm really sorry for being so terrible with my blog, i hate me for that so,so much.

Allie. xx

P.S. Oh and this body with the hair in this picture is me. I love it latter-day. 

all it is, is slide the wakes.

Sorry i've been such a terrible blogger, but i have no time for such things.

I promise that i'll keep in touch with this blog as much as i can.

God, I miss my friends. I'm so lonely in Monaco, you have no idea.

Doesn't mean I'm alone, I'm mostly always surrounded by people who care about me

but still i dont feel that i belong here .. (once again)

But ...quality > quantity, you get what I'm saying?

This Sunday found me in Spetses, Greece among my beloved friends
.I saw myself giving smiles away and getting almost wasted .
Sometimes i feel blessed that i have a grandfather with a yacht giving me 1day-trips. 

So, that was it, a great, exhilarating weekend in the 'ocean'

I adore rippling oceans.

People have stared at the endless masses of dark salt water 
that cover seven tenths of our world and, invariably, felt small, solitary, transient and awestruck.

It’s so surprising, that sea is the only thing on our earth
 that has remained virtually unaffected in several millenia.

Allie. xx

Hate me, just because i want you really bad.

I want to be extremely skinny, okay? There, I've admitted it. AGAIN.

Anything changed? Nope.

Just when you think things are going well, something comes along and reminds you that life isn't fair, 

and you're not allowed to be happy,

 and you're not allowed to forget all the bad stuff

and you are not allowed to make anyone else happy because of your selfness.

i mean it was just a moment, i let myself live and cheer 

and then it happened. it was good, really good.

it's not that i miss you boy, is that i'm self-centered sometimes and i hate that

once again in public i'm admitting it. 'i am really sorry'

I would like to go somewhere where no one knows, and no one remembers. It's too hard being here now.

But i'm too strong,right? I'll stay here and face it. Just wish me luck, i need it.

Life is easy with eyes closed.

What if a demon were to creep after you one day or night, in your loneliest loneness

 and say: "This life which you live and have lived, must be lived again by you, and innumerable times more. 

And there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and every sigh— everything unspeakably small and great in your life—must come again to you, and in the same sequence and series.

" Would you not throw your self down and curse the demon who spoke to you thus?

Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment, 

in which you would answer him: "Thou art a god, and never have I heard anything more divine!" 

                                                                                              - Nietzsche, The Gay Science (1882)