'every morning i wake up with the knowledge the best moment of my day has already pass'
That is, sorrow and suffering and hate everywhere
and you can feel the weight of it crushing your very soul
So you close your eye's and you believe and you believe hard.
In God, In Science, In Karma and even in the fact that the world inside your head could be real somewhere
Even if somewhere in your heart you no it cant be so
you no she will never let you explain why you did what you did
you no you will never become that great, you no you will never be loved that much
(recently i'm in love with this song, take a look.)