the stylish underground.

When routine bites hard and ambitions are low.

- Ian Curtis

it really suits me right now.

i'm just bored of everyone and everything.

wise owl #3

Shall I say that this thought is valid?

He told me that sometimes the world seems crap,

because you dont really know from which point of view you should explore it.

So,well ... sometimes we need to change our point of view? 

Don't We??

wise owl #2

"there's no more rabbits in my hat to make things right"

i'm just bored of saying what a wise owl my brother is.

once again he's right.

and i know that you cant do anything, even though you were his b.f.

 but i wish i could hire somebody to fix this mess for me.

*sigh*

big fat huge discontented sigh.

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I wish our minds had the ability to un-learn things.

To un-remember. To completely forget.
There is a long list of things I'd rather not know.
About you, but also about myself. 

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i thought you were mr.Brightside

stop, stop, STOOOOOOOOOOOOOP. 

breathe,deep breathe..

its funny how just when you start thinking things are gettin better, 

something happens and everything crashes down around you.

i fight and i fight and i fight, 

i don't think i there is anything to fight for really. 

not now. not anymore.

i have this idea that i keep so close to my heart of what things could be like, 

what they will be like once everything is better. 

but, how long does it take? how long is too long to wait? 

i guess they are right when they say some things never change.

how can you say that when you know they aint true?

 i just can't believe that you can talk to me that way, and truly mean the things you are saying.

how can one person be so impudent and so mean and cold hearted toward a person he loved?

i came to you today because i needed you to stand by me and help me. 

i needed you there with me, not fighting me. 

i had hope that you really did care, 

and that something like this wouldn't be enough to set you off or tear us apart.

i was not good enough, once again.

athens.

we're back from our little 1-day-trip down to Athens.

that place really feels like home... still.

and i still miss it every day.

 and i hope we have opportunities to visit often in the years ahead.

 it's a bracing place. we had a wonderful time today , back in Athens..

-  .non-sense post, after all it's an everyday life blog i just felt like blogging. -

80's movies.

Damn, I love 80's movies.

The Breakfast Club,

Some Kind of Wonderful,

Sixteen Candles,

Pretty in Pink,

and Ferris Bueller's Day Off

are some of the best.

They're simple and sometimes cheesy

but they get us teens perfectly.

They were real.

They don't sell sex

and I respect that.

christmas break it's over.

despite getting far too little sleep,

 drinking too much (even if not playing wizard myself), 

my friends breaking ups.

and my phone dying, it was okay.

i havent got food poisoned or sick , anyway.

Ιn less than 24hours i'm flying back "home".

The weather in Monaco is much better.

I hope i won't be much jet lagged again.
I'll be in Monaco and Jas in London.

That was it.

Christmas break it's over.

Ugh..