Colour my life with the chaos of trouble

Right now I feel like crap, every single part in my body hurts. 

I think I'm going to eat some vitamins next, so I would get better or something.

 After that I think I'm taking a long, hot shower and a facial. 

I really hate winter, I feel like I'm freezing nonstop, wherever I am

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he tastes just like glitter mixed with rock’n’roll.

i miss his soft lips, and his sparkling diamond eyes.

his abecrombie smell and wavy hair. 

10 days left.

Happiness is like peeing in your pants.

Everyone can see it, but only YOU can feel the warmth.

and i really feel like peeing down there.

get naked, now.

Anyway after a long, scalding shower I am now tucked cozily in my bed.

 I ache everywhere. 

I am sore in muscles that I had no idea even existed.

 But this is a good thing and I'm actually pretty happy about it 

because I pushed myself and accomplished something even when I thought I couldn't. 

And yes, I will stick with the this power-thing class. 

It's still way more entertaining than the gym!

I'm so hangovered, last night some guys came over and we had such a riot.

We just sat in a circle playing Truth or Dare, Strip Poker and that kind of shit.

We've been drinking and laughing, listening to house vibes till the morning light

but now, i feel so shitty, and i'm soo sorry daddy for the mess.

hope you dont get mad when you read this. miss you. 
* i know you're reading my blog*
your princess, Allie  x

wise owl #6

My brother just sent me in an e-mail this quote

"You can spend, minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation;

 trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened - 

or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on."

..

In three words i can sum up what i've learned about life

IT GOES ON

and that's what i gonna do. 

you had a chance.

BYE BYE.

once upon a time i didnt give a damn but now, here we are. so what do you want from me?

Sometimes I close my eyes and see the back of my eyelids,

 other times I see a world full of vines and layers that may never properly be explored.

Welcome to my world.

She slowly raised his head, meticulously weaving together the words that she wanted to say to him 

as her gaze rose from his toes, his feet, his ankles, his knees, his waist.

  She closed her eyes, for a moment she thought she was going to pass out. 

 She had almost fully formulated a sentence when she opened her mouth, and then opened her eyes.

She was alone.  

She heard the bell of the bakery door ringing as it was opened and then closed, 

and she saw him walking, growing smaller and smaller until he was only a silhouette

 and there was not even a hint of crimson in sight.

The mistakes are there, waiting to be made

Where have the organisation gone?

don't know about you, but today was a very busy day for me.

 Not to mention- EXHAUSTING!

 I slept 3 hours last night and literally, was walking around like a zombie all morning

. Luckily enough, I have "friends" who immediately wake me up by making me laugh. Bless 'em.
So, I guess I have some kind of sleeping difficulties. 

I find it hard to fall asleep & I will do anything to avoid it- bath, read, phone, anything. 

However, yesterday, I had an actual reason why I wasn't snoozing in my comfy bed: homework

 ARGH! What a pain! 

hmmm ..

Any ideas on how to motivate myself to do homework earlier and get myself to bed at a decent time?

fuck dat.

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i ate too much tonight,
hopefully an overestimation.
this is what happens when i spend an evening at home.
this is why i have to leave,
they cant know.

i feel so sick.

a wish.

when will enough be enough?

i need some attention, whore.

Hanna: You're my best friend.

Mona: We were best friends. Now, you're just someone I used to hang out with.

It just fuckin' happened. and i lost you.

we werent "ohh cuties besties" but we were pretty close enough to be my bestie.

i loved you much more than a friend.

and we ruined it. sorry for i-dont-know-what-happened

and hell no, i dont blame you.

but, just remember i'm still allie, and you are still jannie.

miss you biatch. x

(i adore pretty little liars, haha.)